Those memories...they were just a bad dream, that soon will cease. I'm not going to be tormented by them anymore.They are not real.

I'm just flesh. I'm not connected with myself because I'm not alive.

“Now I have neither happiness nor unhappiness.
Everything passes.
That is the one and only thing that I have thought resembled a truth in the society of human beings where I have dwelled up to now as in a burning hell.
Everything passes.”

What is not remembered, never happenned.

Soon, everyone will be deleted. I'm no longer human!